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Name: Michelle
Country: United States
State: Alabama
Metro: Montgomery
Gender: Female
Interests: i like all kinds of stuff: God, JESUS, boys, writing, reading, books, movies, boys, MUSIC, pictures, family, theology,Jessie and Emy and Garret, boys, softball is awesome, Starbucks, coffeeecoffeecoffeecoffee coffee, being hyper, :), reflection, twirling in big poofy dresses, boys, prayer, talking to friends, FriendSpeak the program,smiles, old Disney movies, hating on cafeteria food, San Marcos, Ruby Tuesday, Applebees, Arby's, dreams, Green pepper pizza, Tortino cheap pizzas, conversation, purple, boys, hugs, Dave Barnes, fun rap beats, acting ghetto when i know i'm superwhite, boys, arguing with rachel ryan about who is more ghetto, boys, alan, gary, rachel, amanda e., hilary, The Notebook, Tagalongs (g.s. cookie), throwing my cell phone and scratching it, dancing,missing my clubbing days (but not really), caeser salad with chicken, caeser salad without chicken, privacy, Ralph Waldo Emerson, Albert Camus, counting my blessings, warm days, boys, C.S. LEWIS, Victoria Secret, Old Navy
Expertise: oh dear, now that list is longer. so just kidding
i'm a expert klutz
Occupation: Student
Industry: the Y
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  kaublemichelle
Member Since:
4/24/2006
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| I enjoy caeser salad with AND WITHOUT chicken. 
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| HELLO!!!!!!! its me, Michelle the southern wannabe belle... i decided to write a blog... actually its my paper for Coping With Grief and Loss.... But I'm going to put it in here..... tell me if its like your family... leave any comments... My family is probably like most other families when it comes to the grief process. Many of the families have a loss that particularly grieves them. For our family, I think the main person is my Dad’s dad. Grandpa held our family together. When he was around I can remember our families peaceful and getting along. He died on October 8th, 1997 and it rocked my family. My dad had talked for years about the beatings his father had given him as a child and a teenager. He always had bitterness about not bringing that into our family, as for the most part he did. Now, he had lost his dad, his daddy. We traveled to the hospital mid-day and we were told he wouldn’t make it. He had a massive stroke in his brain stem and from Saturday until Wednesday, his heart would not stop breathing. My dad is the comforter in our family and those days he was cool and collected. One minute after his father passed away, he came down the stairs, and cried harder than I had ever seen on me and my sister’s shoulder. After the viewing (which people in my family don’t normally do), usually the organizers are my aunt on my mom’s side, or my Oma (my mom’s mom) before she died. They are very traditional and all about looking good. The criers definitely include my mom. Usually it will include any of grandparents still alive. My dad had never been the family crier, typically he is the comforter and rationalizes. But like in my example, he had become the crier when it came to his dad. In my dad’s side of the family, the burial process is usually quick, and free of any kind of viewing. Also, my dad more often than not is the one to break the news to me and my sister. My sister has always been the one who doesn’t show a lot of emotion and I am usually either like her or I’m extremely upset. the end... hey should i start writing some of my more interesting/crazy/shocking experiences of my life in here?? would anyone be interested..?? | | |
| Why do i have to feel this way about him??? It kills me. I'm so attracted to him... BEYOND attracted to him, yet i don't want to date him or marry him. why why why why why why why why why WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll all be ok though. I'm leaving soon and so is he. There is a slight possiblity that I won't ever see him again. I almost don't care. Realy, even though i care for him so much, our friendship has changed so much. we can't even talk anymore, not just because he's so closed up, everytime i try to ask or talk about something serious he makes jokes or gets mad. Hes sooooooo closed up. I don't really know why i try to keep our friendship going. Its almost like how you might not really love a relative so much but because you're related to them, you stay connected. See, Steve was and is such an important person to who i am, who i've become, to lose our friendship would be losing a connection that is hard to put into words. So we just keep it going even though we have nothing in common but our past, and we see nothing in our future. its strange. it really is. on the other side, being around him makes me feel giddy, just talking to him makes me feel giddy. I get excited to hang out with him.... yet our friendship isn't something that is important to me anymore. its weird. | | |
| hey everyone! Everyone includes 3 people, lol. Its me, the Queen of falls, late night t.v. and juice. Whats new in my world? Nada.
I'm glad to have the power back on. A/C is my friend.
Matt wants to charge me rent, ha!
Math is not easy, and i feel like a child trying to figure out how to teach myself considering i don't enough about it to teach it to myself! Reading stuff out of the book is like reading japanese, i want to pull a dictionary out and look up words, but then i need to look up what those words mean and so on,.... i have tried... and so far I'm failing at something i should have been working harder at this last month. I was doing good in May and June-ish.
I am really liking spanish a lot. I never thought a language could interest me soooo much. I yearn to learn more!! I think its because through Friendspeak I've fallen in love with spanish culture and its people. I love hispanic music too, love love love it. Friendspeak is a ministry where i can help people and i feel like i'm good at it. Its an amazing blessing. I look forward to going back and being able to do more! I took French in high school and hated it, but Spanish is a different story.
Political science's turn!!! the third thing I've been studying this summer. I have learned alot actually. I still am not sure where i lie on the 'Democrat vs. Republican' side, i think i'm more moderate than anything, and actually most Americans are i've learned. On some issues, I'm democrat. and on some i'm republican, i think its easy if you know me to guess what issues I'm 'republican' about. I have learned that I don't think Bush is great, but I think Kerry would not have been better. I am looking forward to see who will be running in 2008(?) and I'll be much more interested then.
:) luv ya'll see ya lata~
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